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This fucking 'love & romance' things really fucked up my mind.

I thought I was ready to love. But it was hurts. Really hurts.

Then I thought I can 'love' without expectations, without really think about it. 'I can do it casually', I thought.

But I was wrong again: nothing is casual about love.

Then I thought maybe it's just love, no romance. Yes that such things might exist,

but still, it's nothing casual. It is serious.

Love is a fucking serious things.

And now I'm confused.

I think, I'm not ready yet.

And if I forced myself to do it, or if I try to do it "casually",

I know I will hurt myself more in the end.